i want thissss
Honestly, who wants to be thin anymore? I’m not talking about those that are naturally skinny and physically do not have the metabolism to maintain more than 5% body fat. I’m talking about thin, and skinny. Why?
I honestly don’t remember the last time I heard a guy say, “Wow, she’s so skinny….
I'm a Survivor
evan: I'm sorry about the job and dean, and it is perfectly fine to be upset and you don't need to get over it immediately if you need a few days take a few days, and if you don't want to tell anyone write letters and then throw them away... it helps. But the one thing I do think you should know is you are wonderful, fun, and beautiful, you will meet the right guy. And I say meet because you shouldn't need to force it if you find someone you love, so don't worry if you find him this year or in three years, you'll be fine
me: i just don't know what i'm doing wrong
evan: You are doing nothing wrong. Maybe you need to ask your self what you want, but you define yourself so if nothing is working then you just haven't found the right guy yet. If you know yourself then there is nothing else to do (excuse me if I am a bit of a cheese ball in my writing)
me: i think i know what i want
evan: Then don't worry, to try and change that is to lie to yourself
me: i just feel like there's something wrong
evan: Does it just feel like there is something wrong or can you really find a problem. If you can't, you are just distraught because you were more emotionally attached then you thought...
me: i think it's because i feel like i've lowered my standards and i think i've compromised too much
evan: well then, I guess there isn't much to do then but put this behind you once you get over it and re-set your sights and try again
me: it's easier said than done
evan: I didn't say it was easy, just that, that is all there is to do
me: i just can't understand why i lowered them in the first place. i thought i had more self worth than that. why would i be so ready to give myself to people who don't care about me the way i care about them? before college, i was such an optimist in terms of love. i'm also mourning the wavering of that optimism.
evan: I don't know, but the fact that you are less sure of where you used to be is understandable. But the world you live in, especially the liberal environment of college and theater doesn't place to much value in morals and love and where the values meet... maybe it has affected you even though you still have your beliefs you feel more acceptable to break them than you would have before?...
